I lock myself inside these walls, 'Cause out there I'm always wrong

Tue, 21 Dec 2004 16:37:56 GMT

NEW JOURNAL.

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Mon, 20 Dec 2004 06:50:21 GMT

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Mon, 20 Dec 2004 03:11:25 GMT

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Alone this holiday </3

Mon, 20 Dec 2004 00:13:05 GMT

Merry Christmas, I could care less.

I'm on the edge of breaking down and no one's there to save me

Sun, 12 Dec 2004 02:50:47 GMT

I'm trying so hard not to do it again. I promised I wouldnt.

Sometimes I think they regret ever adopting me.

Torn on the inside

Fri, 10 Dec 2004 06:38:53 GMT

Sick of the way I am feeling.

Thu, 09 Dec 2004 05:46:16 GMT

blah.

and if we go down, we go down together

Fri, 03 Dec 2004 03:29:08 GMT

ahhh!! -dies-

Look what History On Repeat from gcnaptown made me:

<333 It's KALV. I'm in the back, Vince is on the left, Linda in the middle and Kara on the right.

I hope you guys don't mind that you're in it XD haha

Our anniversary is coming up soon! :D

-Kimmeh </3

I keep your photograph and I know it serves me well

Tue, 30 Nov 2004 06:32:05 GMT

-sigh- I miss kevin...

Dreamer925 (12:56:30 AM): everyone and their dog is having kim's babies
Dreamer925 (12:56:31 AM): oh!
Dreamer925 (12:56:34 AM): you got served!!!!!

haha I heart linda.

I'm such a camera whore...

and you know my goonies shirt OWNS.

simple plan concert pics

Mon, 29 Nov 2004 05:16:07 GMT

finally uploaded my Simple Plan concert pics. YAY

^and that's patrick walking out of the tour bus and some chicks head. I forgot to tag that one.

So give me all your poison and give me all your pills...

Mon, 29 Nov 2004 02:53:58 GMT

"Thank you for the venom" by My Chemical Romance

Sister, I'm not much a poet, but a criminal
And you never had a chance
Love it, or leave it, you can't understand
A pretty face, but you do so carry on,
and on, and on

I wouldn't front the scene if you payed me
I'm just the way that the doctor made me, on,
and on, and on, and on
Love is the red of the rose on your coffin door
What's life like, bleeding on the floor,
the floor, the floor

You'll never make me leave
I wear this on my sleeve
Give me a reason to believe

[Chorus]
So give me all you poison
And give me all your pills
And give me all your hopeless hearts
And make me ill
You're running after something
That you'll never kill
If this is what you want
Then fire at will

Dish all you want but who's gonna save me?
I keep a gun on the bunk you gave me, hallelujah, lock and load
Black is the kiss, the touch of the serpeant sun
Beneath the mark of the scar that makes you run,
and run, and run, and run

You'll never make me leave
I wear this on my sleeve
Give me a reason to believe

[Chorus]
So give me all your poison
And give me all your pills
And give me all your hopeless hearts
And make me ill
You're running after something
That you'll never kill
If this is what you want
Then fire at will

You'll never make me leave
I wear this on my sleeve
You wanna follow something
Give me a better cause to lead
Just give me what I need
Give me a reason to believe

[Chorus x2]

So give me all your poison
And give me all your pills
And give me all your hopeless hearts
And make me ill
You're running after something
That you'll never kill
If this is what you want
Then fire at will

The only thing you'll get is this curse on your lips: I hope they taste of me forever

Wed, 24 Nov 2004 14:36:28 GMT

"Chicago is so two years ago" by Fall out boy <3

my heart is on my sleeve
wear it like a bruise or blackeye
my badge, my witness
that means that i believed
every single lie you said (and learned from the best)

cause every pain of glass that your pebbles tap negates
the pains i went through to avoid you
and every little pat on the shoulder for attention fails to mention i still hate you

but there's a light on in chicago
and i know i should be home
all the colors of the street signs..
they remind me of the pickup truck out in front of your neighbor's house

she took me down and said:
"boy's like you are overrated. so save your breath."
loaded words and loaded friends
are loaded guns to our heads

cause every pain of glass that your pebbles tap
negates the pains i went through to avoid you
and every little pat on the shoulder for attention fails to mention i still hate you

but there's a light on in chicago
and i know i should be home
all the colors of the street signs..
they remind me of the pickup truck out in front of your neighbor's house

you want apologies
girl, you might hold your breath
until your breathing stops forever, forever
the only thing you'll get
is this curse on your lips:
i hope they taste of me forever

but there's a light on in chicago
and i know i should be home
all the colors of the street signs..
they remind me of the pickup truck out in front of your neighbor's

with every breath i wish your body will be broken again

You know you love me <3

Tue, 23 Nov 2004 03:59:30 GMT

Eyeliner on boys : HotSex
Boys in girls hip huggers : even hotter sex
Boys kissing boys : Priceless.

For everything else...there's Kim taping it :D

Mon, 22 Nov 2004 18:17:41 GMT

blah! I have so many freaking reports to do. >_<
I really have to get working on those. god damn.

But aside from that, school's not that bad. My grades are good and all that jazz. I really wished I went to an actual school though. I dont like home schooling much. It just sucks. I can still go to dances at Central Falls highschool and other events and all that but Jessica never goes so I wont go either. I dont really know anyone there and the people I do know, are a bunch of assholes. so yeah...

I havent really talked to anyone much. Not even Jessica. I need to call her. I don't really have time and when I do, It's usually at night and most of the time too late to call her house. I really wish she still had her computer. bleh.

I havent been feeling like myself lately. I dont know. blah. Do you think I've been acting weird or just different? Tell me.

I want to decorate for Christmas. Yeah, it's kind of early but whatever. I love it. I love all the decorations and lights and it just makes me feel all warm and fuzzy inside. That's like the best part of Christmas lol. The other good part of the holiday is that on christmas day, everyone in my family is happy and everyone is spending time together and acting as if there's nothing wrong with anything whatsoever. It's just a good feeling.

Kris, Eric, Jake, and Sadie are coming down Thursday for Thanksgiving. Jake and Sadie are staying the weekend. I think theyre going home Sunday or Monday. I'm not too sure. yay! I get to spend time with my niece and nephew <3

Gonna go. Later.

-Kim </3

Will you remember me? 'Cause I know I wont forget you

Sun, 21 Nov 2004 00:50:20 GMT

Today was a long ass day. bleh. It went by so friggen slow.

My mom bought me the Friends series finale on DVD today ^_^ yay! I just found out that I still get teary eyed when watching the very last episode

My all time favorite show. <3 I want ALL of the seasons on dvd. I asked for them for Christmas but I dont know if I'm gonna get them. Oh well. I always have TBS and UPN to watch it on.

I'm so bored. Linda needs to come on! It's fun when she's on :D

I wanna go see the Spongebob movie. Nobody wants to go with me though =[

-Kim </3

What Simple Plan guy will you screw by Crazy4u2always
Your Name
You will screw	Pat
When?	May 6, 2008
Have many STDs	7
Where?	On the Simple Plan Tour Bus.
What Objects are you useing	Whipped Creme

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^lmao. that's always fun. Gotta love Pat <3

Which Guy From Simple Plan Will You Fuck? by TotalRoleModelSP
Name
Who?	Sebastien
Where?	In The Shower
How Loud?	Fairly-Quiet: Light moans and whispering
What Toys?	Bondage (whips, chains, handcuffs, etc)
What Position?	His back against the wall sitting, you're on top

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hahahaha <3

Which Guy From Simple Plan Will You Fuck? by TotalRoleModelSP
Name
Who?	David
Where?	On The Tour Bus
How Loud?	Fairly-Quiet: Light moans and whispering
What Toys?	Bondage (whips, chains, handcuffs, etc)
What Position?	Ever heard of sixty-nine?

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LOL. I cheated and used my nickname too. oh goodness. Pat, Seb, AND David. Damn, am I good or what? haha

what taking back sunday lyrics are you? by jacwa
name
age
favourite band
favourite tbs song
Your TBS lyrics	'im a wishful thinker with the worst intentions'

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....

what blink 182 song are you? by grndayjames33
User name
you are:	Adams Song

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-sigh- go figure

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Username
Age
Your Icon:

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What ranDOM movie quote are you? by merenwen_ruby
Name
Birthday
Choose One
The Quote	"How about no."-Dr. Evil(Goldmember)

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What song by Good Charlotte are you? by morbid_
Username
Song	Screamer

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weird!

Insult your friends! (All in good fun) by America_Mamushi
Username
Age
Do you mean these harsh words?
First off...	xmorbidxdragonx
is a(n)...	bubmlefuck
that...	prized
is a(n)...	bubmlefuck
and while were on the subject...	xelectricbabyo
has always and will always be a(n)...	gimpzilla
Next time I see...	losing_my_mind_
Ill tell them right to their face that theyre a(n)	assrag
and dont even get me started on...	wastingxtime27

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bahahaha

What ish your good sex phrase? by SumtinTrulyMadd
Name
Age
male/female
Your Phrase	I thought you were legal...

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lmao <3

What Brand New song are you? by tkngbksndy
First Name
Age
Your song is..	"Last Chance to Lose Your Keys"

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Your friendship, the good times we had, you can have it back

Wed, 17 Nov 2004 23:35:23 GMT

yeah, life has been quite sucky lately.

I lost one of my best friends. He won't talk to me. I don't even know why. Oh wait. Yes I do. He's whipped. Like fucking crazy.

And what did I ever do to him? That's right. Nothing. All I ever did was love him. How did he repay me? He fucking lied to me. So many times. How many times did I ask him if he meant it and he said "Yes, kim. I mean it." and "Trust me" and blah blah b-fucking-lah! I mean c'mon now. If you didnt feel the same, then just tell me! It'd be better if you just told me the truth than having me think one thing then finding out another. I hate him so much. But how can you hate someone you miss oh so badly? I'm so confused right now. I don't know if I hate him or what. I thought I knew him. I thought I could trust him. But that's just me. Always wrong. Now he's not even talking to me because of his fucking girlfriend. and no, I WAS NOT trying to break them up. If he had a girlfriend...he shouldn't even have gotten involved with me, so that's his fault right there. Now she thinks that i'm the liar. Oh boy. If she only knew.

I have a new aim sn [xxdiebyyourhand] and he doesn't know it or he'd block me. Not like I try to talk to the fucker anyway but even if I tried, he'd block me anyway. But whenever he signs on, my heart skips a beat. and I wanna talk to him so bad. Just to ask him why he lied to me. and why he's being like this.

He came into my life and everything just seemed better. He walked out and took a big part of me.

"Thank you" By simple plan

I thought that I could always count on you
I thought that nothing could become between us two.
We said as long as we would stick together
We’d be alright,
We’d be ok.
But I was stupid
And you broke me down
I’ll never be the same again.

So thank you for showing me,
That best friends can not be trusted,
And thank you for lying to me,
Your friendship and good times we had you can have them back

Yeah!

I wonder why it always has to hurt,
For every lesson that you have to learn.
I won’t forget what you did to me,
How you showed me things,
I wish I’d never seen.
But I was stupid,
And you broke me down,
I’ll never be the same again.

So thank you for showing me,
That best friends can not be trusted,
And thank you for lying to me,
Your friendship the good times we had you can have them back

When the tables turn again,
You’ll remember me my friend,
You’ll be wishing I was there for you.
I’ll be the one you’ll miss the most,
But you’ll only find my ghost.
As time goes by,
You’ll wonder why,
You’re all alone.

So thank you for showing me,
That best friends can not be trusted,
And thank you for lying to me,
Your friendship and good times we had you can have them back.

So thank you, for lying to me,
So thank you, for all the times you let me down
So thank you, for lying to me,
So thank you, your friendship you can have it back

blah.

Sun, 14 Nov 2004 22:01:21 GMT

long time, no update. I know I know.

www.xanga.com/emotionless89 <- mostly on xanga.

Simple plan concert was awesome like whoa lol. hehe. Greatest birthday ever? well lets just say...not every birthday do I get to meet one of my favorite bands and get a hug from one of your fav members ^_^

okay. I gotta eat. much lurve L/J whores.

-Kim </3

Sun, 03 Oct 2004 03:19:20 GMT

New layout! <3

Woot!

Mon, 27 Sep 2004 20:54:09 GMT

Yay for my new background! It's Ryan Key from Yellowcard. One of the most awesomest bands! <3

Blah!!!

Sun, 26 Sep 2004 05:51:05 GMT

Blarg. I'm so bored.

Linda...you're not on!! *points to userpic thinger ma jig* IT'S BRAND NEW. I thought you would be proud ^_^

Dude. Finding Nemo on ice is so freakin rad. I know I sound dorky but it's true! lol.

Dave, the little bitch, hasnt made his livejournal yet. *Sniff* haha.

uhh uhh uhhhhh

I dont know.

No one comments.

-Kim </3

Sat, 11 Sep 2004 04:20:32 GMT

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The Scenester	just_a_screamer
Nerd	drunken_terd
Slut Bag	losing_my_mind_
Emo Cry-Baby	xmorbidxdragonx
Indie Elitist	wrestler_girl
Faggy Goth Kid	crazyxmurderer
Biggest Thug	xwasting_timex
Hillbilly	xelectricbabyo
Most Punk Rawk	ohsweetmurderer
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Tue, 07 Sep 2004 00:57:05 GMT

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little assholes!

Sat, 04 Sep 2004 01:57:39 GMT

I swear to god...the kids on Jessica's street...I'm gonna kick their asses. Such little assholes. aargggg.

but anyway.

I'm waiting for *someone* to come online...

very few know who that *someone* is. heheh.

bye bitches.

-Kim </3

blah

Thu, 26 Aug 2004 17:27:16 GMT

my new l/j picture is of... *sigh* JEREMIAH RANGEL of mest. thats right, bitch! The most beautiful person EVER. <33

-Kim </3

bitch

Wed, 07 Jul 2004 03:51:32 GMT

Shiiiiit.

Havent updated in forever.

I'm always using xanga.

Too bad for you livejournal bitches.

Not like anyone reads/comments this site anyway.

-Kim </3

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LJ Username
favorite band member
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Joel	wrestler_girl
Billy	just_a_screamer
Paul	sebgonewild
Chris	crazyxmurderer

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